Of all the attitudes we can acquire,
surely the attitude of gratitude is the most important and
by far the most life-changing.
Zig Ziglar
This Blog might seem off the wall but it is what I want to
talk about. This blog mention Watkins as our business. I also share my stories
about God and my beliefs. God is my choice, not the choice of any
other, and Watkins is a company that you are your own boss. so all the choices
are yours. God plays a large role in my life and in my actives, these days more than
other days in my past, as there was a time of hopelessness not that I did
believe but I didn’t understand.
I have so many ways to live my life, this week I have some
choices to make, an unsure which why to go.
First, I have my family who is all in need, just as many
are. From Brian my significant other of 15 years to my youngest sister; my daughter
(19) needs her mom but, also wants to be on her own. She is a good girl she needs a good job,
though. My little sister, well we lost are mom in 2007, so I am like a mom/sister.
She is a very strong girl with great dreams of her own, 2 children but the road
for her has been bumpy. My son also works hard and long hours in a factory, an is
in the process of buying his first home.
Brian he has a good
job and work long hours, we still have crazy bills. Not credit cards. Thank you God. He has child
support and he pays it, hope this ends soon as when you get behind on that it
takes forever to catch up. We have
normal bill electric, gas, water, things like that. It is still hard to pay all
them every week bills. Now with me I have
headache, pinch nerves, muscle spasms. As I am sitting here my leg fell asleep,
I have to move as I move I get dizzy. I feel so lost and helpless, but I am not.
I just keep trying to make everything right.
I am still trying to win my disability oh I hope and pray I do.
It has been seven years, and with the help of the Lord we have been doing ok,
sure we wish it was easier. But as I have been reading the bible I learn so
many thing, see I thought I was descended to fail. Therefore, with the help of the bible I have learn
that God does not want no one to fail, but to believe in him be strong have
courage and things will work out the way they should.
Study this Book of Instruction
continually. Meditate on it day and night so you will be sure to obey
everything written in it. Only then will you prosper and succeed in all you
do. – Joshua 1:8
So why do we have to lose everything we worked for, our home,
yes our home that we own for 13 years was lost, some lose their children, not
just in death but as in watching them grow. Some lose hope, some lose self-esteem,
self-worth.I dont honestly have the answer, however; I have felt I lose a lot, however; today I feel whole now as
I am seeing I have a place to be, I am just not there yet. I want to do good by
all and I am doing my best. I believe, so I will continue to pray and hope the
best for everyone one out there too.
Watkins is a great company (home base too) and has wonderful natural products and the money that can be made is
real, Brian says that it just not the right time yet, sure I am doing well. I have
craft shows and flea markets to go to. The Summit group has given me great
training. I have the love, support and strength to make it work. When, I am
unsure, the Lord has a plan and I will just keep trying until the big picture
shows itself.
Discourage some get that way, others get stronger, me I do
both, one time I am ready to give in, let the disability take me down. Then
there are days I am up and running, so to speak I don’t run much I fall down to
much dang dizziness stuff. I have so
much to be thankful for and I am very Thankful for everything in my life.
Therefore to quit is not an option.
God has sent us to a new land, and we may still be traveling.
With Brian’s job we don’t know how long we are in one place. But we do know we will
always have Watkins in our home to use, to sell, to share and to grow into a
large home base business. When that time comes Brian can retire and we will settle
down. In the meanwhile I will love my family. Help them in all there cross
roads. Most importantly, believe in god.
Now as I am sitting here writing this things have changed
some more, my sister text and is thinking of moving here for a while, my
daughter text and has a job interview. I write this not for advices. I just I wanted
to share my story about God, my family and how Watkins is good along with its
ups and downs. But God know what is best for everyone. Not every day look
pretty but it is perfect in its own way.
Joshua chapter 1 16 They answered Joshua,
"We will do whatever you command us, and we will go wherever you send us. 17 We will obey you just as we obeyed Moses. And may the LORD your
God be with you as he was with Moses. 18 Anyone who rebels against your orders and does not obey your
words and everything you command will be put to death. So be strong and
courageous!"
This
was in my reading for today from cbn online bible readings.
as I would like to GO AROUND AND help EVERYONE.
Please remember others out there have “issues” ( I will call it) that are WAY
BIGGER “ISSUES” THEN MINE. SO I PRAY FOR ALL THAT NEED THE HELP FROM OUR
LORD,PLEASE SHOW THEM THIER WAY IN THIS LIFE YOU HAVE GIVEN US, THANK YOU FOR
ALL YOU HAVE GIVEN US, PLEASE FATHER WATCH OVER EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOUR
CHILDREN. IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER, THE SON, THE HOLY SPIRIT AMEN
As I already
said things keep changing now as I am proof reading this, I just received a
call from someone who wants some Watkins wow it is funny how things work out. I
wish everyone the best in their decision and life’s cross road, if you like information on Watkins please go
to www.watkinsonline.com or check
out my web site to start your own home base business at www.tsginfo.com/kb4432a ,
All errors
and type O’s where made by me, as writing in a journal is different than
writing a blog for the world to read. As today, I wanted to share my stories of
some of my cross roads and pray for everyone in need of some kind of harmony.